tonight is the worst.

i tried going on a walk and it was too windy, i was too tired, and i felt like i was carrying a ten pound brick in my belly. 

i turned around after 10 minutes.

while walking back, my ipod broke. the first generation ipod, that i've had for years and years, died on me. i'm devastated. 

we're watching american idol and i can't believe ford pays such an insane amount of money that they have to do a cheesy "commercial" every week. 

everything the husband is doing, and i mean everything, is bugging me. and he's doing nothing wrong. 

my stomach feels like its going to explode, i'm starving and i don't think i can fit any food in it.

i miss my family and want to go put my head in my mom's lap and fall asleep. but i live in texas.

noises are grating, smells are nauseating, and even breathing is exhausting. 

i know life is all about the attitude you chose...but...some nights are the worst.